Like what I said on my note, I’d post my message here because I want to make you cry as you read this in the middle of the night. BAHAHAHAHA! iKid. I’m posting this here because I don’t think everything that I want to say would fit in a small piece of paper. :)
Anyway, here we go.
If there’s one thing that I really, really want to say to you, it’s THANK YOU. Thank you for being you. You know..almost 2 years ago, on the day the team gave me my first surprise birthday celebration, (you were the new kid back then) the first thing that you did for me was give me my very first BIGBANG album. And I will never forget that. Not just because of what you gave, but because of the fact that we barely knew each other and the first thing you did for me was give me something that would make me happy. I was in such a state of shock that I remember the first thing that I said was, “Whoa. For me? This is for me? Oh my god. I love you na.” I guess from there I knew that you would be someone special. :)
And so from fangirling to things like hair color, fashion, art, food, to being meanies and other funny/weird stories, we became friends. You know, due to past bad experiences, I rarely share personal stuff to anyone, but with you it was easy. It was always like that. Easy. Work was easier because we would laugh about the silliest things. Personal problems were easier to deal with because you listen. And even if I don’t share much, at times when I feel sad, sending me a hug emoticon on Skype is actually enough to make things better. Trusting people again became easier. I can never thank you enough for that.
WHAT. Why are you doing this to me, Isah? :( Hindi ako ready! Hahaha. Why are you making me tear up at 4:23AM?
Gaaaah I feel so loved. Thank you.
This will go down directly to my virtual diary of things and words that can cheer me up whenever I am doubting myself and feel rather lonely. I love you dearly with all my heart, you know that. Thank you so much for the parting gifts (those shirts, omg!) and for always being so sweet and thoughtful.
Remember I will ALWAYS be here and yes, I will still text or Skype you when I’m happy, sad, or when I can’t decide on what hair color to try next. You are one of the few people I really listen to. Thank you for the kind words and for believing in me. You will forever have a special place in my heart :)
4:39 am • 8 June 2013 • 2 notes
“Cherish your solitude. Take trains by yourself to places you have never been. Sleep out alone under the stars. Learn how to drive a stick shift. Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back. Say no when you don’t want to do something. Say yes if your instincts are strong, even if everyone around you disagrees. Decide whether you want to be liked or admired. Decide if fitting in is more important than finding out what you’re doing here. Believe in kissing.”
— Eve Ensler (via ha-n)
(Source: larmoyante, via denborromeo)
11:35 pm • 6 June 2013 • 12,581 notes
Matthew Gray Gubler at my studio #3
Hey Matt. I love you, Matt.
11:30 pm • 6 June 2013 • 750 notes
Tonight was a good night. :-) Got to meet and talk to some old friends again. My heart is happy.
2:08 am • 6 June 2013
Anonymous asked: Hi! What application did you use to create the You only live online shirt? Can you post the design? :)
Hey anon. I used Photoshop CS6. I’m not sure what you mean with ‘design’ though. :D But here’s the link to that shirt entry. Do you mean the actual/raw design sans the shirt?
4:32 pm • 3 June 2013
“For something to be beautiful it doesn’t have to be pretty.”
— Rei Kawakubo (via seabois)
1:05 pm • 2 June 2013 • 791 notes
GAME OF THRONES 80/90s ERA CHARACTERS (Part 3)
And here it comes!!! A third part quite “feminine”…
- Arya Stark, my favorite tomboy.
- Sansa Stark as a Beverly Hills student
- Brienne of tarth in armor ^_^
Thanx a lot for all your kind messages, this buzz around my pictures was unexpected!
1:04 pm • 2 June 2013 • 4,860 notes
“If you have to ask someone to change, to tell you they love you, to bring wine to dinner, to call you when they land, you can’t afford to be with them. It’s not worth the price, even though, just like the Tiffany catalog, no one tells you what that price is. You set it yourself, and you’re lucky if it’s reasonable. You have a sense of when you’re about to go bankrupt. Your own sense of self-worth takes the wheel and says, “Enough of this shit. Stop making excuses. No one’s that busy at work. No one’s allergic to whipped cream. There are, too, cellphones in Sweden.” But most people don’t get lucky. They get human. They get crushes. This means you irrationally mortgage what little logic you own to pay for this one thing. This relationship is an impulse buy, and you’ll figure out if it’s worth it later.”
Sloane Crosley (via ledgelife)
3:00 am • 1 June 2013 • 22 notes
I’m going to react to Tumblr changes like it’s 2009.
Putting the notes, reblog, reply, and like buttons at the bottom of the post is messing with my head. I mean, I know deep inside that it makes a whole lot of sense because you won’t have to scroll back up again to like some long ass post, but it’s making me uncomfortable.
I want to like it, I really do. Because really, it’s kind of perfect. I’m just generally uncomfortable with changes.
My exact sentiments. I keep on scrolling back up like a fucking moron.
2:48 am • 1 June 2013 • 12 notes